Reason

There are things that just happen. Things that are not meant to happen in day to day life or rather in normal routine. But sometimes they did, and then the so called ‘reason’ which is presumed to exist for every situation draws the interest of the people around you. They all just start asking for the ‘reason’ as if it is very simple to spit it out and even they act as if they have never came across one. But in spite of all this, they all just keep on asking what’s the matter? What happened?? Why are you like this and that and a lot more.....?
These things just make you feel useless!! You just tend to feel as if there is no meaning of your existent in this world. That your existence does not make any change in the current scenario and you start doubting your presence, your birth, your existence in the so called ‘living’ world. You just become a non-living, being a living one in a fraction of seconds and the whole world around you seems like a stranger. You start hating things around, feels frustrated and try to ignore everything at once. It seems like there is no use in living up in here. In this situation, one thing that acts as an only friend is Loneliness! Even if it is not the solution, at least it will not ask any question. It will just stay with you as long as you wish, listen to whatever you say continuously, never get bored of you and the most important point is that it never ever argue and never complain for anything. It just let you completely spit out everything out of your mind and become normal once again.
The same thing can be performed by some person also only if he/she understands your state of mind properly and clearly. Only if that person understands how it feels to be like this. Only if that person knows how to handle you at that time, how to tackle with your presence of mind and more importantly only if that one person care for you and knows about your importance.
But one thing that no one ever bothered to ask for is that why something like this happens?? Why the reasons for such things just arise from nowhere?? People generally ask for the reason for the happening but no one ever asked for a reason to the reason. Why such things just come across our minds and make us feel like that?? Why?? Is it really because of the things happening around us or is it just an inception of mind?? But one thing is for sure that whenever something like this happens, your mind just start working faster and that too in making the situation worse. It never tries to solve out the problem but on the other hand finds out more instances to make it look worse and its effect even more painful. Sometimes, the pain and sufferings are not beared by you only but by your near and dear ones also who are aware of this that increases the intensity of the pain.
So, the only thing that is useful in such scenario is to think of your close ones, think how much you meant for them, how much they love you, miss you, care for you, that you are not alone here and you have been here on this planet for a purpose to be fulfilled. That these things are just highs and lows of life and one have to be strong in countering them.
And one more thing which I strongly feel is that on your life, more than you, someone else have a greater right i.e. Your Parents. You just cannot take a decision on how to quit as this life is a gift given to you by them and you just cannot forget about them. You cannot just decide on something that does not belong to you and that is not yours. You need to understand that you are here for some reason and there is no use pondering over your existence on this planet. Better leave this tension and all on ALMIGHTY and you serve HIS purpose for which you have been sent.

You Do Matter

There are times in life when you start to feel the importance of people around you. You start realizing the effect they have on you and how much you are in need of them. But what I have noticed is that, many people just let that feeling pass by and never try to express that to that special someone. Some of them don’t even bother about that feeling. Same was the case with me, until today.
It was just today that when I was sitting beside my best buddies in the college, I realized what it gonna be living without them and how. I know that I may sound a bit emotional presently and some of you may even say “aaj itna senti kyun ho raha hai??”.. or even you can say.. “Piya hai kya??”… ;)… but deep in your heart you all will also agree to what I say and I am pretty confident about that. It is just normal human nature, not to show to someone that how you feel about him/her or in other case they are often afraid what others will think of them. But one thing that I have learnt, through all these years of my life, is that, never to loose a chance to express your feelings about anyone. It just gives a great feeling to both. Believe me!
For me, there are two people in my life. Both of them mean a lot to me. They are always there for me everywhere and anywhere I could wish them as a friend, a mentor, a guide, a family, or a support. They are there whenever I need a person to blame or to tease, for any celebration and for handling other issues. And even in my conscience, I know that they both have cared for me a lot, more than themselves but, as I said, they never tried to express and show their feelings towards me.
There is nothing much that I have mentioned here about them because I am pretty sure that I will not do any justice to their value in my life by writing about them here and it is even not possible. But what I have felt today is that they are one of my best assets in life. I am very fortunate to have them in my life and wish never to loose them.
This is dedicated to them. May GOD always be with them.

NOTHING

You all may call me crazy… but really, whenever I thought of writing anything before, the question that struck my mind a million times was that what should I write? On what topic? There was ‘nothing’ on which I could write. I was really not able to think of something to write on and so I kept on pushing myself not to even think of writing. But soon I realized that the word ‘nothing’ itself is a big word to write upon.

“NOTHING” –  No Thing, a word of great importance in our lives. There is definitely ‘something’ about this ‘nothing’. We all have relied on this nothing at some or other time of our life. But this ‘nothing’ altogether has different meanings in different aspects.

 Grammatically, ‘nothing’ can be used as noun, pronoun or an adverb and it refers to something. Now that is quite confusing. Nothing is something! It refers to something that does not exist. How can there be something if it does not even exist?? I know it’s really complicated and none of us must have ever given it a thought. We all are just keen on using this ‘nothing’ relentlessly. And finally ended upon this.

It also refers to null, a keyword used in computer programming languages (Technical thought..).

It also depicts emptiness or vacuum but we all know that vacuum is generally considered as an absence of matter, practically it’s impossible to create a vacuum as gravity cannot be blocked.(This may sound quite scientific..;)..)

Now the question arises is that why there is always something in nothing?? Why that something has come out of nothing and still we have not got nothing?? Why in this world we cannot have nothing when we have something, anything and everything??

Oh!! What am I thinking?? And above all why are you still reading this piece of bunch?? There is nothing in it. In fact there is something in it. Oh God!! I think I will go mad. I should better go and have some sleep. And for you.. You should also better stop thinking about this nothing-something stuff and do nothing productive.

Remember, there is always “something” in “nothing”. So, do NOTHING.. :) ..

ATONEMENT n LIFE

Satisfaction – a word understood as a feeling one can get after completion of any desire, work. But for me this one word means a lot more than its actual meaning or I can say its dictionary meaning. It is a word that can somehow put all your senses at peace. You feel like you have achieved everything, you have fulfilled your life’s purpose and you just start enjoying every bit of your life irrespective of the situations you are pursuing.

When I first started realizing the true sense of this word, I had never thought that this one word could change my entire life in such a manner. But as I kept on exploring more and more about this, I found myself more and more in its grasp and my life started shifting towards a meaningful one with a hell lot of happiness around me each and every time. I started enjoying every bit of my life and was very much satisfied with it. I started looking for a feeling in everything I did which served as a purpose for me to be involved in that work. Until today, when suddenly a feeling came from within me that, I have lost somewhere the gratification that I used to get from my deeds. That there is something missing in my life that is hindering me from being happy. That there is something still left that either I have not achieved yet or if I have achieved then it is not in the right format. That there is a zeal missing in me that has helped me to drive my life till now.

 But on the other hand, there are things still happening around me that make me feel contented or rather I say that I pretend to believe that I m happy with it. There are things going around that will somehow enforce me to believe that I am satisfied. That there is everyone present to be with you at all times and everyone out there will serve you well.

After jotting down my thoughts, I am still obscure about the actual meaning of Satisfaction. I am really in a dilemma about whether I am satisfied with my life or not. I am still not able to understand that whether there is any physical existence to this “word” in this world or this whole concept is just mentally controlled. That is it just in our thinking that we are satisfied?? Is it the feeling that we get in actual manner?? Or is it just we assume in our senses to have a peaceful and happy life???